Ugh

I had an absolutely hideous night last night. I went to bed fairly early for various reasons, then just couldn't sleep. As I lay there, I eventually entered a kind of weird transitional state where I wasn't quite asleep, nor quite awake, just kind of in between, feeling really cranky that I couldn't fall asleep. I'm not sure exactly when I did fall asleep, because whenever that happened, I started dreaming that I couldn't sleep and feeling really frustrated by it.

So, after having this endless dream about not being able to sleep, I then dreamed that I got up and logged into the game and was talking to one of the players (let's call him "Leo"). I'm telling him how I couldn't sleep at all, and that's why I've logged in. By then, I somehow realized that I had been asleep at some point, just dreaming that I couldn't sleep. I tell him this too, then realize: Oh my god! I'm asleep right now! I'm actually dreaming that I'm talking to Leo about having been unable to sleep and... and I wake up (in the dream). Then, I dream that I log into the game again and tell Leo that I dreamed about not being asleep and then about telling him about it.

In my dream, I see on my screen: "Leo pages: Whoah."

Somehow, I was able to get away from this endless loop, and started having a dream about being at my old grade school and wandering through it endlessly. Eventually, when I did wake up (or... did I?) I was compelled to write all this down. But I'm feeling like I didn't get any sleep at all.